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Saturday, December 31, 2005


I can't go on without you

AH BENG AH BENG AH BENG! :D She's out with her Mom & Bro. Last day of 2005, today. My throat's feeling a lot better now. YAY! Valerie ask if I wanna go ktv with Alex & her gf tonight. I told them I'd go if I can be back by midnight. :D HAHAHA & she said this, "you think you cinderella ah" HAHAHAHA. Anyway that was randommmmmm.

Ahbeng got stalker. !@#$% Some fucker girl kept calling & keep quiet. Bitch. I'll dig her eyes out if let me found out who the fuck is she. (okay ahbeng, not serious. :D kidding only.)

Nothing much to blog about yknow. OHOHOH ahbeng answers the phone with "AHLOW!" hahahah! Usually people go hello & she went AHLOW! So fugly. :\ Hahah but I like. Contradicting. BAH I'm bored.

Ahbeng, get your ass home now.!! >:(

I don't like it when the hairdresseruses the hairdryer & blow my ear & neck. Pfft. I feel like telling them, I'll do it myself. :\ I don't like it when they wash my hair for me. 'Cos they keep touching me! Ugh. I don't like I don't like.

arhhx bEngg. ii lurbex eUux w0rhhs. eUux 0uTsiiDe tAkaiirE kAeS? aRhhx LiiaNx lurbex eUux a l0rts w0rhhx. cAnn0rt sEe 0tHer gerr gerr Kiies? ii wiill hArt paiin paiin 0nex nehhs. ii lurbex eUux. mUaCkx eUux w0rhhz.

I'm gonna go make skins now. One for beng, me & ourssssssssssss. :D

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You were my strength when I was week
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifed me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am beause you loved me

/

REPLIES! <3
amanda, I'll link you up soon. :D Love you plenty darhling. <3
xavier, =D I love you. AH BENG HOR?!
prunella, omg thanks babe. See I place you top of her leh! Proud of me right! Hahah, you take care & happy new yearrrrrr. I love you to the maxxxxxxx.
kriss, hey happy new year!
rachael, helloooooooo.
steph, hey you! relax, i'll tell you, i'll tell youuuuuuuuu. :D hughug!
ning, hey ning!


I love Nellie Lim.
Muahs.
<3,


2:05 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Thursday, December 29, 2005


So addictive, you

"Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u"


I just felt like blogging. Doing bulletins while blogging.

I don't know why, but it's replaying. Different someone, but same situation. I know she's afraid, so am I. I don't want things for us to turn out the same way the past. I won't walk away, I won't walk out on her. I'm afraid she would. What if she regret? Or maybe I wasn't the one, again? I'm afraid she's another passing face, another ____. ): No but I must have faith. I don't know. I thought I could never love again but.. :)

The untouchable; youuuuu. (:

I'm so glad I found you. :D

I will rock you like a baby, Lover
Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger,
Shelter you from harm
There will never be another lover,
Who treats you like I do,
We can drift into forever,
On a love that’s made for two

If you promise that you love me,
<3,


9:03 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005


My fashion sense is a whack

Got the sudden urge to blog. I'm leaving in an hour's time, working today. :\ Anyway, work has been really boring. Nothing much to do in the office. If it's not for the money, I wouldn't stay. =X

I'm veryveryvery tired. I had never stayed up till that late, like last night. Slept around three plus. Was watch vcds, on the phone with Xav. It's nice knowing you too, Xav. :] Talked till around two-thirty, her mom was staring at her. Hahah. Talked a lot about the past. Yeah there's glynis goes again, as always. Xav was somewhat similar to ____. :\ Xav said a lot about moving on, opening my arms for others, letting them in & all. Well, I guess what she said was true. It's time to reflect glynistannnnnnnn.

Tell her how you feel & start afresh, Xav said. It's impossible, trust me for that. I refuse to face up that the reason was because she didn't ____ me. I told Xav, it was because I wasn't good enough for her, I wasn't the ideal one she wanted to be with this lifetime. :)

From now on, I'm gonna be positive & confident. :) Xav, please be honoured. You taught me that okay. & yes, on the phone yesterday I heard two songs! Shan Hu Hai & Dao Dai. :D Woots!((: Hahah good ears ay!

Girlfriend's at Shanghai enjoying herself now. :) Awww, school's reopeningggggg. I'm happy 'cos I'll be seeing everyone. I'm kinda disappointed 'cos hols are coming to an end. :\ HOLIDAYS EXTENTION, NEEDED.

I don't wanna chiong for Art, chiong for Ns. Wo bu yao la. >:( I'll go crazy. I might visit the mental health institute a few times in a month, for my studies.

Prove me that I had the wrong thinking. That you weren't who I thought you were. That you worth the trust & I should trust you like before. That I should believe in you, believe it what you said & not go suspecting. Up to you alright. Well, maybe inside of you, you might be thinking why am I so mad about this. If you weren't part of me, part of us, my trustworthy friend, my confidante, I wouldn't have been this insane, telling you all these. It's because you are part of us, part of me, my trustworthy friend, my confidante. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe you were right. Maybe both of us were wrong.
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Fuckshit.

Sassy lau, have you got the pictures? Let me know yeh, I'll send them to you. Is that what you should be sorry for? AHAHAHAHAHHAHA :D
Prunella, hey youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. :)

Stacie Orrico's Security is nice. :D:D


Too many sleepless nights.
<3,



9:36 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Monday, December 26, 2005


I can trust you, no more

24th, Bought Stefanie Sun's tix at J8 & rushed down to Aunt's place. Left around 4plus, met Mich & Dale at Hougang Mall's Mac. Walked back to Adel's place. Atiqa, Jolene, Yue Ying, Cherly, Anna & of course Adel were all there. Sat around. Qiaos & Kwai came after awhile. Exchanged gifts & left. Cabbed back to Aunt's place first. Dinner at Long Beach. Yuck, the food there suck. & it's damn expensive. $422 overall. Not worth it man. After that, got home. Watched vcds & off to sleep.

25th, merry christmas. :) To the children's home first, in the morning. Gave out christmas gifts to them. Man, Weiling's growing. :) I love her man. There's this cute lil girl, Li Wen & her older sister, Li Mei. :D They're uber close. Like always stickkk with each other. - sings nobody;'s gonna love me better, i musyt stickwityou forever. Hhahha. After children's home, went to Toa Payoh for lunch. Had Long John. :D Lovely. After that, down to Katong to collect food for he bbq. Cousin drove us down to Aunt's place. Pam was there. So we took a walk down to Kovan. Walked around. She wanted to withdraw money & I need to deposit. So we went around looking for the posb bank thingy. Hahah. Then walked back. Sat around. People started coming in, bbq started. Hahha, damn fun. Bloody hell, my cousin, Terrance is so handsomeeeeeee. He just came back from NZ. He's gonna go back on the 2nd. BAH! He really look like he's some people from NZ with his new hair & all. Some punk rocker. Rofl.

Exchange of gifts was really funny. Merlz got body shop's stuff for guys & Terrance got something for the foot. Hahah they exchanged. Dad got 7bottles of shampoo, for a week. How retarded. Then Allan & Sally gave out what they bought for us. (: Sally got me this damn pretty photo albummmmm, elmo towel, 7drawfs tee & StuckOnYou stickerssss.! <3>
Jonathan was videoing us, saying how biased sally & Allan can get 'cos we're all cousins & they dont get it. Jonathan, Terrance & Merlz wanna protest. Hahah! Went home really late, yeap.

Today, went to have lunch with the opera troupe & uncles+aunts. We sat at one cornor of the resturant. Damn funny. They introduced everyone from the opera club(something liket that) & Sally, Allan, Aunt & Uncle was in the list. When they called out their names, we cheered like there's no tomorrow. Hahah! We keep saying, 'can't see! can't see her face!' when she's just right before us. (: Jonathan said there's a lot of errr xinn people. Hahahah! There's this lady, she's forty & she wears like what, all PINKKKK! Omigosh. After lunch(we ate for two hours & fifteen mins, jeez), went down to Suntec with Sally & Rhys. Went to buy the personalised name sticker. Hahah, damn cute. ;D Whee. Walked around. Bought two fbts, one black & blue. I'm gonna buy another two more to make it fivee. :D Back to aunt's place, Rhys got his stuff & went to our place to stay. :)
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That's all I'm gonna do. I'm gonna stop trusting you. I'll just keep everything to myself. To think you'd be this way. Maybe, it's a lesson to learn. & I've learnt. Really, I did. I don't believe in those i-wont-do-it-again. I don't believe in those it-wont-happen-again. Thank you, for making me learn. Periodddddddd.


98 Degrees // Always you & I.
It’s so hard to say
How a love could end this way

The one that used to care for you
Just turns and walks away
And it’s so hard to find
To leave the pain behind

When all the things you’re looking for
Your heart can’t seem to find


I'll be the air that you breathe
<3,



9:32 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Saturday, December 24, 2005


Both of us, we can't write our ending.

I<3lastchristmas. So, shopping with Qiaos on Thursday was tiring & hilarious. :) Bought a lot of things. Caught up a lot, I'd say. :) SBS Transit is damn retarded. They got three Santa & this choir which has only like two singers!? & they move around the train station & in the train. Crappppppp. Oh they go around giving chocolates & sweets. Not nice. Hahha! We went to PS first, nothing much there & we didn't wanna decision so quickly just in case we regret or something. :) Hahaha. Then we moved on to Wisma, then Taka. We keep moving from this two places. Hahah. We bought a lot of things from Taka. & while we were at Wisma, we saw Qiaos's uncle. & that made her go crazy. :\ Orchard MRT, we saw Miss Tan, chemistry teacher, with her boyfriend. Outside Orchard MRT, we saw Miss Yang, alone. (I can't really remember what happened.) We went Far East, then to Pacific Plaza. We bought some stuffs from Far East too. Oh & Qiaos saw her uncle there too. I insisted that it was my turn to see someone who'd made me feel the same way as she did(my eyecandy!!!!) but hey no, I didn't. Pfft. Unfair. Ah whatever. I'm addicted to honey dew. HAHAHAHAHA :D Far East, after lunch, I ate honey dew. Later on, my legs got damn tired cos of my heels & we took a train down to Cine, I ate honey dew again. Met Sass & Nette. They wanted to eat the jap food, so we followed. Walked around, trained back to Kovan. Fucking tired I tell you. The outing was hilarious 'cos each time my phone rings..

me: omg qiaolin my phone ringing!!!
(push everything on hand to qiaos)
qiaos: oh oh oh answer!

Then when I'm talking on the phone she'll look at me as though I'm like her mom. -.- Hahahah! So funny la. & Qiaos will look like some auntie. My drink, my shopping bags. Everything ok! Hahah!
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Yesterday's class bbq was.. i'd say successful la & shock. Hahah I didn't expect so many to turn up! Met Bestaye, Nette & Sass at BK around 3plus. Played Heart Attack with Bestaye's FHM cards(hotness) & we made the entire BK like what, theme park? Hahah we kept screaming. Hahah. then went off to Hougang Mall to met Qiaos. Saw Sarahf, met Jayshree & Alex. Did last minute shopping. Bought everything nessessary & drinks!! :D Vodka, Heineken(spell?) & some stupid drink. Jayshree & Jasmit was like kinda high la huh. Hahha! Played with candles, sat around the playground. Sass bought sparkles, so we played & the picture was uber nice! I'll upload it into the comp later on. Tricia, Kelly, YJ & afew others left around 8plus. Ciyun, Sharon, Jaclyn &her sister, Jolie, Valerie Tan left early. Jocelyn & Valerie Hu left around 9plus. I find that the clique is almost perfect to me. Although it's not the ideal one but I'm glad. For what, I really don't know. :\ We exchanged gifts (: AWWW I LOVE YALL LA!

After that, we went up to Nette's place to watch the 9pm show. Damn funny la. Nette's parents are like damn nice. Ugh, how I wish I could just tell my mom " wo you xin de boyfriend liao leh. aiya kidding la" My mom would kick up a big fuss ok. Ugh. Sass's dad came, she left after the show. & Bestaye thought I'd be train home so So left with me & Qiaos. Sat around Nette's room, chit chat & all till dad come. Dad camre to fetch me after going to the club. Zel stayed over at godma's palce last night. Shiok shiok! Msging marathorn with Kristle half the day :) Reached home & talked to Shawn & Kel. :D Funny dudes. & irritating, very. Talked till around two, shawn hung up & kel went to chiong maple. (wtf?!) HAHAHAHA :D
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Auint's place then MAYBE Adel's place for bbq. =\ sigh.

Listen to Yang Cheng Ling's Ai Mei. I got addicted to it. Thanks to Sassy Lau. HAHAHAHA :D but it's a reallyreally nice sad love song. :D












REPLIES!<3
michelle, excuse me! can you pay that amount or not first. pfft.
nat, hi fucker. HAHAHAHAHA :D


I can't make up my mind.
I'm being so selfish.
<3,



11:01 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Thursday, December 22, 2005


On that night you said to me

Alright. I haven't been blogging. So here I am. Worked on Monday & Tuesday. :) Left around 3.45pm to fetch Allan, Valerie, Pearlyn & Nat. Did I mentiont that they went Japan a week ago? I think I didn't. Hm, so we went to fetch them. Nat really changed hell lots & she grewwwww.. fatter. Hahahah. She went around screaming 'I'm 20kg! I'm 20kg!'. (If you don't know, she's 8 this yr & she's only 20kg. Rhys, my nephew, of the same age as Nat is twice as heavy as Nat. He's 40kg.) Valerie wasn't feeling well. So Aunty Alex came to fetch her after that.

Allan showed me all the photographs & video. The snow looked so peaceful! :D It's so pure & white. I want to be in Japan nawwwww. They went skiing too! Nat skied really well. :D Shge's the daring sort so she's a-okay with that. Pearlyn don't dare, she went on walking instead. I want to goooooooo! They went DisneyLand, too. Bought like millions & millions of keychains. But it's uber nice! Let me be at Japan now, this minute!! I like the glowing pen. You write with the pen then you use the light to shine, then you'll see the message. So cute! I like the lunchbox. Yknow Jap kids bring really cute lunch boxes to school. & it's like the design of Donald Duck. So cute! (How I wish I was born in Japan) There's DisneySea, & Hello Kitty Land/World. But they didn't go 'cos it's an hour ride from their place. They made snowmen, & it looked really weirddddd. A damn tiny one. Hahah!

Okay, enough of that. It's making me wanna fly right to Japan now. I'm having breakfast now. Auntie made for me. :D She's damn nice la. Hahah. (I swear I'm gonna have tummyaches later, I can't eat breakfast la.)

I skipped work yesterday. I went to do my hair. :D Straighten it a lil 'cos it's getting dryyy. :\ I'm gonna skip work tday too. Going shopping with Qiaos later on. :DD My latest skin got 403 downloads. :D & 6 people consider it as a fav. :) YAY! Thankyou babes, I love yall. :D


Prunella did this for me. <3>

Mom changed the curtains. :D


My room.

The study.


[Edited : 11.06am]
I swear this piece of shit is killing me. Mom's a horror. Dad's a worse one. Gruesome. Both bloody monsters are just.. Okay, how 'bout considering taking my life away so you'll have just one & only lovely daughter (oh, like how much you adore her) who scores 48/100 for maths when she's like what, primary three? HAWHAWHAW I'm sure I did so much better than she did, NOT LYING. But yet, two fugly monsters adoreeee her like madness, like she's the queen. 'Cos now that she knows that the two monsters love her like madess, she take advantage. Yeah & now in their lives, I'm like their worst nightmare. I'm sorry but I can't help being the ONE & ONLY thing in your life that isn't perfect. Yeahyeahyeah you can go on & say how perfect that imp is even thought she failed her maths. What did you comment when I scored 49.5/50 for my science three years back? What did you comment when I was in the top 5 three years back? & what did I get? Nothing, when before the exams started you promised to buy me that limited edition molopoly(i dont want it now, but i wanna mention). & that imp? she fucking failed her maths & you get her a gameboy advance sp! fuckshit, like she's your only daughter & I'm like your what, slave? Two weeks ago, she went over to aunt's place to stayover 'cos she got class in the morning. What kinda fuck you told me? You wanted to say you find it heartbreaking to see her staying there & she's not with you, right? HAHAHA GOTCHA! I hit on you, I really did. I knew what you wanted to say just that you don't wanna spell it out. Out with those shit, bitch. I'm done with it man. I'm not the only one who feel that you're being ohsofuckingbiased. So does Aunt, Pamela & Sally. It's because it's damn obvious that you're siding her all the time. She's away for 5mins & there you go asking me where is she & all. I hate this. I feel as though I don't belong here. Yeah maybe I don't. Like what dad always say, 'she's from the bin'. I always wanna to tell you, yeah i do agree with that. :\ Why not put me in the orphanage or find me a guardian? Someone to take me in? ):
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I'm going to the Children's Home tonight.

[/Edited 11.27am]



REPLIES! <3
prunella, hey prunella :) talk soon talk soon!! xD
natasha, haha you see your name!! (retarded)
ting, i'll link you up! <3 nice site btw (:
kriss, haha, cycling is fun right. :D yay!
miss lio, GOOD MORNING MISS LIOOOOOO. :D we'll talk soon otehhh! xD Wish you holy molly jolly merry christmas! <3


It's been a long long journey.
<3,



8:44 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Sunday, December 18, 2005


7 days more to this lonely Christmas

Went cycling this morning. :D YAY. 'Cos Prunella makes me wanna cycle. Hahah. The maid came with Godma this morning too, just before I went cycling. She's really nice but I guess shes new lah. So there's a lot that she's gotta learn & all. :) Afterall she's nice. After that, head down to VariNice to have lunch. Godma went home & we went to Aunt Shirley's place.

Jermaine's so adorable. I'm practically saying it like, all the time? Hm. But she really is! We just sat around, & watched Barney!!! :D Hahaha. I like that Once Upon A Time episode. TEEHEE :D OHOHOH! Mom bought me a barney keychain! =D HAHAHA So cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Okay, time to grow up. :\ Watched Mtv. Then watched Five People You Meet In Heaven! :D Kristle's uber jealous. Hhah, she weren't home so she didn't get to watch it. Heh heh heh! It's a really nice show & I wanna watch it again, I read it again. YAY! If I aren't wrong, next month they'll be showing Tuesdays With Morrie instead. Hm, I wanna watch that too! xD

Shopping spree with Qiaos on Thurs, Christmas celebration with Clique on Friday (: OH BESTAYE CALLED ME AT 1PM LAST NIGHT! She's back she's back she's back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg. LIKE TOTAL YAYNESS. :D NATALIE LIM IS BACK TOO! SO IS NATASHA QUEK! =D I'm so gladddddddddddddddd.


I'm happy today. Cos I'm falling in love. With.. Prunella. <3

REPLIES!<3
NING, hey you! you're missed. (:
KRISS, hahah comment more lah ok you. :D
NATASHA, hey babe!
NATALIELIM, yay you're back. yay! :D
PRUNELLA, I'm talking to you now. Hahah! <3


Baby all I want for Christmas is you (:
<3,


9:39 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Friday, December 16, 2005


Fill up the empty areas in my heart

These are the moments, these are the times. I'll make them the best times of my life. In this loving memory of ours, I'll keep our memories instead. I don't wanna hang on. I'll pull through, with Kristle. :) My dear, you've been seriously great all these while. Making the tears stop flowing, making me feel so much better. Thanks hella lots. (: So I guess I'll leave it up to fate. I mean, if it's meant to be then, uh-huh. Let it be, let it go. I've gotta learn to be a lil stronger, a lil sensible. Uh-huh!

I don't know if I should give the chalet & the outing a miss. :) I'm having second thoughts about it. I thought it's gonna turn out really fun but acks, I'm gonna feel so weird. :\ Then again, I won't have fun. I mean, like what I told Mich. If I've got a chance to stay out, I would go definately. Then probably if I ain't happy or something, I'll pop by Sassy's place. :) I miss that girlie, tonnes. :\ It always happens in the holidays. GRR. Bestaye's coming back tmr! Man, I miss her alotalot! I've got so much to tell her. Hahah. When she's around, I find her damn irritating(OPPS!) but now that she's away, I feel so empty. The urge of calling her is there & I'll pick my cell & call her, then I realised bloody hell chanel choo's away la. =D

Alrighty. Jason's coming to fetch me now. I'm off to work! =D

I don't wanna lose you. :)
<3,


8:28 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Thursday, December 15, 2005


I was wrong.

I don't know. I guess I was wrong. About everything. I've got them as my bestfriends but I feel as though I'm nothing to them. Not mad at her, but I'm mad myself. I don't know. This whole thing's getting so fuckedup. I won't get over it so easily. So if one day she pops by & say hey I love her & blahblahblah, I'll probably faint on the spot. I mean, who can predict the future? & I, seriously, don't know who is she on the inside. Man, I'm at my lowestestestest now. I wanna get over this but it's gonna be easy. I thought it'd be much, a hell lot better if I had told her but no, I'm sorry it's not getting any better. Fuckedup, I am. I'm keeping everything to myself, all to me. 'Cos when I tell one, one will tell two then three & it goes on. I feel that she isn't that sorta people but I'm afraid. I thought I could trust her, that's why I always ring her up when anything crops up. Everything single time, it never fail. I never said I fell for three but they thought so. I wonder if I really made the right choice by all these. I'm going crazy. Now that they're closer, I regret.

In addition, I have to/must talk to someone(or anyone) now. & I guess that would be Kristle/Eleonora/Prunella.

Hiatus, should I? Sigh. :\

Goodbye.


10:13 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005


Thank you for the venom

Msging marathorn with Kristle dear was fun. Hahah we talked about our own fantasies, hilarious. Was at work yesterday. It was damn boring. I played Solitaire the whole day. I merely printed out documents, cut some unwanted papers, then off to the lappy with my Solitaire game.

Dinner at Aunt's. 3G-ed with Pearlyn & Nat last night. They were at Disneyland. They're in Japan, which part? I don't know. Hahah. They looked so adorable in that hat & that earmuffs? I don't know what's the correct term for that thing. Haha. If I make a video call over to Japan, the connecting time is veryvery slow. But when Nat called over, it's faster. Aunt suggested we should get a webcam. Hahah I want I want! :D She said it's only 70bucks. & we should get one instead of using 3G 'cos it's so damn slow. Mu uncle can't wait to see the two precious princesses of his (:

Project Runway last night. Designer Kevin was out & model Morgan. I hate Wendy. Such a irritating person la she. Accused Kevin's leadership 'cos her work weren't good. Ah enough said. I can't wait for 21st dec! :D America's Next Top Model! =DD Next week, next week. :D:D:D

I've got four Godmas & I realised one of them actually owns a salon at fareastplaza. Hahah, & my aunts always go there. Hm.

Shit. Half an hour more I gotta get my ass off the computer & off to the train station. :\ I wonder what am I gonna do today. Oh & I managed to pull through the entire train ride (: From the day when you suddenly became the meaning of life till the very end, I've definately enjoyed the times I had with you. I hope you did too (: Thank you for all the fond memories we had. ;D I've got so much left unsaid, sigh. :\

Miami, spam my comment box la! Whatever. I live a life on my own, I do not need you to teach me how to live. Thankyou, I a-pre-ci-ate that. :)
Amanda, get Lyd back now. Right now! I miss yall! (:
nnats, hey dearie (:

x)

I got a picture of you now.
I'm gonna show it to Santa
& hope he brings you to me,
this Christmas (:

<3,


8:42 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Monday, December 12, 2005


Pink polka dots

Friday, 091205.
Met godma, did my nails at Koven. Not nice :\ I don't like. It's not as good as the one in Rivervale Mall. I'm gonna try the one at Sims Drive when New Year draws nearer. :) Godma bought us to J8. Had lunch at Crystal Jade, yumyumyum! Took neos. Hahah. Scanning 'em now. I'll publish it later. Godma bought Zel this Winnie The Pooh door sign. Hah which says my room i think (: Godma drove us back home. Supposed to visit Grandma but 'cos Jermaine's not coming back so we didn't go. Waited for dad to come back home, off to Pasir Ris. (: Watched Barney. The pictures are still in my cam. I'll upload them soon! the show was good. It's amazing how one purple dinosaur, with two other yellow & green dinosaur(?) can make millions & millions of kids so happy. (: Zel enjoyed the show. That's what that counts lah (: After that, Dad drove us to Changi to have dinner. It was darn late so most of the stores closed already. I didn't eat so yep. Home after that. (:

Saturday, 101205.
Should I thank you for being such a great daddy when I'll be presented with a slap right before I step outta the house? & I hate you mom. You said you'd help. Yeah you did. My ass. Ugh.

I swear the entire day was so fucking fuckedup. I stepped outta the house, fumming & still in tears. They didn't even give me a cent & expect me to back after dinner. BAH. Anyway, I went out with Mich, Qiaos, Kwai & gf. Met Mich, Qiaos & Kwai first at Cold's Storage. Trained down to Cine. Went poolin'. (: It's fun but I don't know how to play. White ball keep going in. Hahah. Gf came after the first game. After poolin' we went to Heeren 'cos gf wanted to get Churros. :D Walked all the way down to Taka. Shopped & all, walked to Wisma. Wanted to look for Ben but she weren't there. Had dinner at FoodRepublic. Gf lost her shoes. :\ I don't know whether she found them yet. She only realised it when after dontknow how many hours. Silly girl. :\ She left after awhile for her piano (: Qiaos went off to have dinner with Keith at Mac's. We finished our food, sat around, staredlooked at people. This couple in front of us was staring at us, so we gave up our seats to them.
Walked around Isetan. Then walked to Lido. Went up to check the movies & all. They bought tix to watch Chicken Little. I was gonna meet Mom & all for shopping later so didn't catch it with them. Sat around. (: I had fun lah, really. They went in, & 'cos mom haven't arrived yet so I shopped on my own. I wanna buy that SurfBay skirt. Nice! It's $43. Whee. Mom came, zel & I went to walk around. Zel tried on the Billabong dress. Really nice! =D She's gonna buy the Billabong schoolbag instead of the SPI(retarded) bag dad promised to buy for her. Hahah. Mom thinks that I'm influencing her. :\ & asked her to go back & consider before buying. Ah wells. :\ Down to Bobbi Brown. Bought the lipstick & makeup set. It's around $97plus. But the colour is really nice. Mom got the shimmering powder but she doesn't use it so I'll use it when I want to! :D After that, went to hougang to have supper. =DD Yum, home after that.

Sunday, 111205.
Mom's sisters's place. :) Jermaine's so adorable. Grandma's feeling better. :) I'm so glad. Cherilyn too. Heard that she cried real bad that night. Man, poor thing. But she's better now. Aunts are still as retarded :D Mom's thinking of bringing Grandma to Korea. I want! =D Whee. Dinner with Dad's sisters. Zel went over to their place to stay 'cos I gotta stay working today. :\ Dad's giving me a hundred. :D YAY cos I'm glad I'm gonna get it. BOO 'cos not enough leh? ACKS.

Sassy POO! I need to talk to you soon. Read Saturday that section & I'm sure you'll get what I wanna tell you. Shan't make it toooooo obvious here. (: I missed you ok. Ugh you're working I'm working. AH! & Nette is also missing. :\ Hui lai leh!

Kristle! Thanks for everything yeh. The msging marathorn we had, haha (: Fun! Yknow there's a saying which goes, "once a bitch, always a bitch." I don't know if you've heard it before. :\ ACKS anyway, Love you. (:


& you. HANDS HANDS HANDS OFFFFFFFFFFFFFF MY EYECANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(I'm fumming while I'm typing this.) Pfft. If you don't get it, it means, don't touch my eyecandy la. I don't like la.(not like my eyecandy is MINE, I don't care ok) Then how 'bout I touch, I flirt with your eyecandy! Angry die me. Bu yao dong ta! Ugh rah grrr bah argh!!!

I will not elaborate further. Interested to know? Ask me. Try & see if I'll tell you. :) NORIES'S BACK. That's Eleonora. :) Man I missed her & I've got a lot to tell her. Hm.


Click to enlarge. :)

jer, I go both. I love girlissues lah. Museum of twits too. Hahah theyre both awesome! (: My friend is the owner of Girlissues. Hahah. Thats why I sorta support (:
KIM, hey babe (:
erika, ignore them babe. I know, you know that you're not one (:

Yellowcard // Twenty Three*
We're almost twenty-three and you're still mad at me
S
o much that I said to you and I want to take it back now
Twenty-three and it's so sad to me
you tell the world I'm dead to you
But I know you want me back


No one geta out here alive tonight.
<3,



8:09 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Friday, December 09, 2005


Oh sugar. (:

Yesterday was the worst day in the entire week I supposed. =\ Met Cherilyn at Compass, Zel went to meet Bernice & mom went to meet godma. Lunched at Swensen's. Walked around. Took veryveryveryveryvery uber stupid neos. Ugh thanks to Zel. Cherilyn's wallet got stolen. I've never seen her shiver like fuck before, & she panicked like shit. So we went about blocking her cash-online, ezlink & lib card. It was some tall malay or indian guy. Fucker. She got like $30plus inside the wallet. Mom suggested we should make a police report. So we did. & Cherilyn never make a single noise, not even a whisper since then. We've been cousins for so long, I've never ever seen her this way. )= This is so crap. Ugh. I was damn lucky, I'd say. I left my bag there, same spot as where she left her bag. She ever hooked the bag like in her legs (i dont know how to explain) & I didn't. I might have been the unlucky one. =\ That guy's a bloody asswipe. Grrrrr. I swear I'd cry if I lost my wallet okay. Actually I don't even have a proper wallet. Hahah, I just chuck my things everywhere. Hm, a lesson to learn (: God should watch over such people, let them suffer. Dang!

She sat there, quietly during dinner. Mom kept asking her to eat, but she just shook her head & looked down. She ate a little, & she said she'd go back to Grandma's place to eat 'cos Grandma cooked her share. I wonder how is she now. & I heard that Grandma's ill. )= Oh man, I'm gonna visit her today. Cherilyn told me that she's coughing like mad, total madness. Jermaine's coming home. =D YAYIE.

GirlIssues made an Anti-AhLian logo.


Have an Happy Anti-AhLian Day yall (:


Some bitch ripped TingShan's old skin. Sicko. 4 more days till you're back from your bloody holiday. You're dead man, you're dead. Hmph! Anyway, ANTM's coming back! =DD 21st Dec onwards, every Wednesday 10.30pm :) YAYIE. There's Project Runway on Ch5 every Monday @ 10pm. There's Laguna Beach on MTV @ 9.30pm & ANTM on Ch5 every Wednesday. Nothing on Tues, Thurs & Fri. So I'll watch my Love in Harvard vcds. =DD The show's kinda boring in the beginning but now it's getting better. Two guys falling for one. hm, interesting. =D

Did I mention that I bought dvds when I went to Bangkok? hm, I guess I didn't. Anyway, I did. Hahah, I bought 5 + Godma's 3 is with me. Cadet Kelly, Meet The Fockers, A lot Like Love, Truth About Love, The Prince & Me + Godma's The Terminal, 40-Year-Old Virgin & some chinese movie. Mm, Bestaye called me yesterday(like finally). She's leaving China to go back to Bangkok already. So she can't call & go online & all that. Oh & she's coming back on the 17th, 10.35pm's flight. Clique, dyall wanna go fetch her or somehing? (: Contact me ok! =DD

Doing my nails later with Zel. Godma coming to fetch us later. =DD Supposed to go to the one at Geylang but 'cos Godma's rushing for time so we're going to do it at Hougang Mall. Man, actually I thought Godma forgotten about it. I don't feel like going ma. :
Gonna shower then go off. :) <3>


REPLIES! <3
JOANNA, haha thanks! <3

NING, uh huh! the cd! go listen to it, here! It's very good ok! The ones by the Used & Funeral For A Friend. :D The shoes! I wanted it long ago. Hahah <3>

PRUNELLA, Oh I think I know where. If I didn't mistaken, it's my friend's bf's shop. :D I love the dunks ok. Whee!

-
Imagine that your heart was for me,
Then suddenly I'm yours & you're mine (:

I'm off!
<3,





9:32 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Thursday, December 08, 2005


That's what I go to school for (heehee)

[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I'm afraid of the dark. [sometimes]
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[x] I am (semi) homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've ran away from home.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad
[x] I stayed out all night.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I love Disney movies.
[ ] I've gotten sun-burned.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse once in awhile.
[ ] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] Talked on a phone for 5+ hours.
[x] I've liked someone.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol.
[ ] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have a few scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[] Had a serious surgery.
[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[ ] Have kissed a stranger.
[ ] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[ ] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at your parents.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stiches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car.
[ ] Been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a plane.
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[x] Been ice skating.
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes (semi) closed.
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have
[x] Thought of someone almost 24/7.
[x] Hate the world.

Got that quiz from Prunella to kill boredom & keep the thoughts away.

So, we always ended up arguing or quarrelling over something reallyreally stupid. I had enough of this. Aren't you tired? I am. Sick & tired of things you always try to do to tied me down. I've got a pair of wings & I can't fucking fly. Thanks to you. When are you gonna start letting me be ME? & not acting like I really agree with what you're doing? When are you gonna stop asking me stupid questions? Fuck, this is shit. Total shit.

Shutup & Smile, Glynis. :)

Cousin came over yesterday. Ate at the Lib. :) & I borrowed books again. Mom returned hers & I don't like CloseOut. So I borrowed Princess In Pink. It's a diary. Haah, just like What My Mother Doesn't Know. Cousin came with a lot of stupid questions, really funny kind. After lunch, went to Comics Connection to get SIMS2 for the gameboy. Down to Popular, bought TheSims2 Nightlife. Went back home, then piano & home again (:

Anyone got TheSims2 & don't need it anymore & can lend? 'Cos bloody hell, I got the nightlife & I don't have the original. -slaps forehead. I can lend you the nightlife if you want! :)

Eleonora's coming back today, if I didn't remember it wrong. :) YAYIE!

I guess I'll do up the profile page & song page today. I'm gonna start working next week. No more late nights ):

REPLIES! <3
Steph, Hahah great minds think alike. You know what lah ok (:
Kristle, You know you know you know!!! =DD But aiks, something just spoil everything. The joy's going away. I was just telling a friend how long this joy is gonna stay but now I feel like it's going away. I don't know why. Man, I have yearn for this for so long, dear. I've finally, finally got it (: YAY!
Kwai & Mich, hello you two (: Kwai, yeah yeah yeah, yours is the best! Mich, Do not, I said Do Not practise your whinings any further. I think it's fine this way (: See ya!

I'll say that little prayer for you.
I love you. :)

<3,


8:51 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005


Needles & Thread

Yesterday was totally fun. The folks were home & I slept till 11plus. they went to polyclinic & met 'em at Swensen's for lunch. Yuck. I'm starting to dislike Swensen's. Ugh, anyway, returned Confessions of a Not It Girl already. Borrowed CloseOut, What My Mother Doesn't Know & Photoshop7 guidebook. YATIE. What My Mother Doesn't Know is sorta like a diary of this girl. Very funny girl. Hahah. The guidebook is useful man! So we went to CyberActive. Zel wanted to buy games for the gameboy & I wanna get a mic for the comp. Man, the mic is so fun ok. Hahha. Anyway, Zel ended up not buying any & I bought my mic.

Dashed all the way home, get changed, took a bus down to meet MichelleL opp. Hougang Stadium. Coolness, I got on the wrong bus. !@#$% Alighted at the interchange, walk all the way to the stadium. 6 times around that bloody long & never ending track. :D Productive ay. Sat around, talked & all. Mich called Kwai, meeting her at Compass. Took a bus, talked a lot. So much has changed, sigh =\ We missed the first bus & Mich happily went "it's okay, she's always late, no i'll be nice, she's punctual. Let her wait for us this time" 15mins passed & no sign of the bus, Mich suggested we should walk there. Just when we wanted to, the bus came! Hahah, retarded man. Mich thinks that Kwai should be in the bus, but no. Ha, reached compass & sat at Mos. Had Ice Milk Tea! :D I'm seriously broke now. Ugh, Kwai was really late lah ok. & she's damn obsessed with her new hair cut. -.- Lazed around, talked. We got damn bored, so we walked around. From the top level to the bottom. =D We went to Metro, the perfume section. I like the Guess one! It's $78. :D & know what Kwai said. "You like this one ah? Go to the polyclinic & get it from them can already la!" Right, haha. We went Cold Storage, I don't know why I just love going that place. Hahah! After that, they sent me back home. =D Wanted to go dinner with them but no. Aunt cooked my share for dinner already, BAH! )= I saw my eyecandy ;D (omgomgomgomgomg!!!!) & I'm fucking happy, smiling like madness since yesterday. Ask Mich, ask Kristle. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I wish I oculd annouce it to the entire world, the whole universe, tell the news, call up CNA, type it here but no, I can't. Hmph.

I need to shop for xmas. I really need to. But who's gonna give me the bloody cash! Ugh, how!

I want..


and..


and..


and this cd..


and..


and all the love in the world..


and I want..


(: Get me all these for xmas(actually there's a lot more, i'll do up a list another time!), I'll love you like madness. =D Reallyreally, I will. <3333333333333

REPLIES! <3
prunella, Yeh, I will! Don't worrry! How's the trip to town yesterday! =D
chanel, ay bitch you never call! I waited for you till 3am ok! Idiot. Keep 23rd Dec free ok. :) Love you, still. :D
rachael, hey girl (:
steph, uh huh uh huh! -nodds. (:
kristle, See see see! I saw it in your blog! I'm fucking happy! Smiling like madness still. Hahah! Omg, I'm damn happy. I wanna announce it to the world please. ;D
michelle, we had so much fun! <3333333
kriss, that's what I thought so too! :D Great minds think alike ay. ;D Hm, I wonder what I should do.
meg, Hahah I can't take any pictures now 'cos it's being wrapped up by my cousin. Hahah, he left it under the xmas tree & I can only get it on xmas )= Hahah choco mini icecream? Hahah cool!
ning, go shop for it! At town! ;D Hahaha! Talk soon okay! You're always not online )= I love you still lah.
<333333333
ryl, hey darls! love you too! <3

-
Gabrielle // Out Of Reach*
So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You’ll be out of my mind
I’ll be over you


Keep commenting okay!
<3,



9:53 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Monday, December 05, 2005


Beautifully broken

I bought my new school bag. (: Ripcurl & it's brown! Valerie & Allan bought it for me. :D I love them lah. It's my xmas present btw. So, we went town on saturday with Val, Allan, Pearlyn & Natalyn + Auntie Anna. (: Rhys couldn't tag along 'cos he got classes & Zel got her present already. Pop by at Heeren's buttcheeks to see Lynn(: Actually i got the bag at Wisma. Hahah. Heeren got the red one but it's white with red. & yknow I got used to throwing my bag around. Hahah! I gotta like wash it once a month. Nat says I gotta watch it three times a month. -.- Hello? You've got a maid there & I don't.

After dinner, walked around & went to CK tangs. I was looking for the shades that Pearlene had but I couldn't find it. ): It's green! :D Retro kinda. On the way to & fro, we saw a lot of bands & choirs. :) Lovely. Nat wants to be the conductor. Haha! Walked back to Paragon, shopped around. Anteprima's latest designs are really cool. A bag that is sorta like a rabbit. Way cool, hur. I love the round type one, it's damn nice & it's purple! Rofl. Went up to Coffee Club, had coffee, sat around. After that, we managed to squeeze through the traffic lights, walked abck to Jack's Place 'cos Allan left his shirt there. Walked back to the carpark & I saw Aunt Shirley! <3 Man, I love her.

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Then on Sunday. I woke up terribly late, like 11plus when I got art lessons 1pm at Novena till around 3pm. Saturday was worse, I woke up around 12 or so. :) Anyway, the art lesson was good. :) When the art pieces are back, I'll snap & publish. Hahah I think my figures are damn hilarious. :D After lessons, some bitch came to fetch Nat & Pearlyn. So rest of us went to Fish&Co. for late lunch. Ate a litte fish & chips & calarmari & left to meet Nette & Shantal. :) She's dah birthday girl man! Hahah. Met them at Orchard MRT, walked to Wisma. Had lunch at FoodRepublic. Ate ToastBox. Not as nice as the one in Bangkok. =\ Waited for Qiaos to come, off to Plaza Sing. Like finally. X= Anyway, Qiaos bought a tee & I wanted to get this purple shirt. It's very nice. Nette's gonna buy it too, I think. Shrugs.

Trained down to Marina Bay, waited for Sass. Had steamboat, ate & went back. Reached home around 11.30pm (: YAY.

Dad&Mom: I think that's the best I can give to you. I hate myself for being me. I hate you both for being the way you are. I'm sorry I'm not perfect.

[Edited at 12.32pm]
DID I MENTION BUDDY TEXTED ME YESTERDAY & I'M FUCKING HAPPY! Oh man, I miss her so much. Anyhow, I'm out!
[/Edited]


REPLIES!<3
VARRON, Hey, thanks. You too! :D
NING, yayie! <3
NNATS, ii lurbbee euux tuhss w0rx! mmuacksx!!
RAH, haha red! :D thanks yeh!
PRUNIEEE, you changed url! Hahah I'll link you up soon ok! (:
CHERYLF, haha thanks! <3
CHANEL, i miss you too lah. & bestaye I'm sorry yeh. For not answering your call & stuff. 'Cos I was sick &amp; I ate medicine & its drowsy so I dosed off. Sorry yeh. Leave me a msg if you're gonna call then I'll wait for your call ok! Click here, use this to text me (: I don't know if this website works over at China =X If not, when you're online, get someone to pass the msg to me. Hee. You better take care of yourself there alright! More diggin' nose food for you there! Hahah! Oh yeh if you're going MBK again when you're back in Bangkok, please tell me I wanna ask you help me buy something. Hee. Keep me on an update ok bestaye! <33333333333333!
ZAERON, Okay I'll link you. It's also time for you to change your url lah! Hahah still dun-can. :D TEEHEE. Anyway, yeh I'll call you soon. I've got your number lah don't have to publish it here one. HHahah, you better don't forget what you promise me hor! I'll complain to Mae then you know!
KRISS, I DON'T ENJOY THE STUPIF HOLIDAYS! Hahah I'm waiting for Santa to knock on my door. :D HEE. Yknow I really appreciate it. Like you're here almost everyday yknow! :D Thanks krisss!

[Listening to : Unbelievable by Kaci Brown]
It's unbelievable but I believed you
Unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone

Keep commenting ok!
<3,



11:02 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Friday, December 02, 2005


& there's no way on our love did slowly fade

Art yesterday. It was okay lah. Looking at all the things I've gotta do for art, I'm dead, for sure. =X The amount of hardwork & time I gotta put in, ah shit man. ): Halfway through the lessons, I was asking myself, did you like regret taking art? I guess I did, a little but art's the only subject that I can do better among the choices.

Shangari's damn funny I tell you. She came in around 2pm yesterday, & she came in with "Good Morning, Miss Teh.". Hello? It's like almost 2pm in the afternoon!?! The entire class just laughed at her. Rofl. Something happened during discussion yesterday. I find it funny, so I'm gonna share. Here's the conv.

Shangari sat next to Jaclyn, came in before the discussion.
Miss Teh : You better ask your friends about what you have missed just now.
Shangari : Yeah okay.
Shangari : (turns to Jaclyn immediately) What did I miss just now?

Sass & I burst out laughing. Shangari's really funny lah okay.

Miss Teh : (to Jaclyn) Jac.. Did anyone call you Jackie?
Jaclyn : Huh yeah uh have
Shangari : Huh no! Jackie's a dog name.
Miss Teh : There're people who are named Jackie.
Shangari : No Jackie is a dog name!
Miss Teh : Then what people call you?
Qiaos : Shanga!
Shangari : You know ah, my pet is call Rainbow!
(everyone just stared at her)
Shangari : It's a parrot lah!
Miss Teh : Then you never teach her to talk ah?
Shangari : I don't teach one!

Maybe it's not the conversation that is funny, it's her expression. Hahah! Very retarded. So after art we went compass to have lunch (at 4pm, haha). Ate Mos. :D Walked around. Sass went to topup her ezlink, Qiaos went to buy fruits, I went to buy magazines. :D Seventeen, Teens, 8days, Lime & Teenage! YAYIE! I think I shall spend this afternoon with my book & magazines. :) Oh talking about my book, Confessions Of A Not It Girl. :D Really nice! Four more days before it dues & I've got almost 70 pages unread. Ugh.

Shitamania, I'm sick. ): Running nose, sore throat. Irritating. =\

Plans for the month. :)
  1. 4th Dec - Art lessons at Novena. Nette's 15th. To the theme park, she say (: YAYIE!
  2. 10th Dec - with Mich, Anne, Kwai & Qiaos. (: To town, pool, pasir ris park! Sounds exciting!! =D
  3. 23rd Dec - X'mas Celebration with Clique. :D
  4. 24th Dec - Jermaine's 2nd birthday party! :]
  5. 25th Dec - Christmas. :) Party at aunt's place.

I think I'd spend the quiet night alone.

REPLIES!<3

Kristle, hey king! (: Yep, I will. Dotcha worry! :D
Kriss, hey dear! I like your skin too! Monochrome friday, hmmm. Thanks!
Caroline, yayie! you take care too ok! Love you. (:

<3,



8:37 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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Thursday, December 01, 2005

You're like my favourite damn disease

New blog. Relink me okay, lovelies! =DD Yayie! Nothing much to update about actually. Lunch at Swensen's with Mom yesterday. Bought a new cowie clip! :D 'Cos mom says that mine is getting a little old & dirty. =\ Rofl. Got my black star stud too. I got white star stud, now I got black! Now, I want red one. Hahah.

I'm still working on my profile page, & the song one. RAH WHAT IS TAKING ME SO LOOOOONG! Okay shut up you. I'll do it after updating here. :D & I guess I shall come up with a new templete. The more I see it, the more I dislike the templete. =\ sorry ning, you know i still appreciate it :) how?

Currently Earworm :

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

(Chorus)
Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

(Chorus)

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

(Chorus) x2

ah, I love this song. :) I'm off!
Keep the comments coming in! <3


9:20 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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